remember when ma xueyang looked so beautiful he looked like he was made up and imagined and not real at all

then he was squishy

then so skinny it was frightening

and now he’s just so handsome.

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I wish I had the determination and perseverance to grow my hair like Zhoucheng or Xueyang in JiangLin but like, ohmygod that is so never happening. But their hair is so long and beautiful and I wish I just had a wig of Xueyang’s so I could have that hair whenever I wanted.